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P i E c E s O f M e!

I'm 20 AlReaDY On AuG 10.

Completed my life in ITE College East (Simei)

Currently SERVING NATIONAL SERVICE

ARMY 9Div/Inf... ROD on 150311

ThInGs To Do: work, study, teach, plan, organise

Music To LisTen To: jiwang, indon, reggae, r&b.

Must Be WiTh: My FaMiLY, My SiLat MatEs & StUdENtS, StUdeNt CoUnCil FrIeNdS, PeeBeeS & NDP CrAiEzee PeePs! Especially NeRWeN!

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MY DREAMS

COMPLETE NATIONAL SERVICE with clean record! GET MYSELF A BIG BIKE! Pass My 2A on 200109 (passed)

Pass My Car License By Jun (passed)

Pass My Higher Nitec Course (passed)

Achieve Something In Life

Make People Happy Even If I have to Sacrifice

To Be Happy With Her... _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

MY ESCAPE

aDam - SM

Fauziah - Silat

Jannah - SC

Esna - SM

Fatin - SM

Ashikin - Silat

faEza - Besties

aYul - Silat

mAmaL - Silat

Nur - Kuzzin

AzLiNa - Silat

Sakinah - Kuzzin

Hannah - NDP - Frens

MY HECTIC PAST

July 2006
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September 2006
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
November 2008
May 2009

Friday, October 12, 2007

Well! Finally I am going to update my blog!

I'm so damn tired after trying to put myself back into pieces...

Its gonna be about 2 gals n a guy.

Where shall i start..

This 14yr yr old Nora blogged about me at her blog.. duh..

And revealed everything... that i went out with her...

What my real attitude is... How am i supposed to tell her that

I really care about her... And just wanna take care of her..

Be someone close to her... Only want to lead her to the right path in life....

What did i do? I realise that I have given her false hope! Oh god! What have i done?

Will i ever be able to correct my mistakes? Well i know that the answer is NO!

And it happened that my dear Ima read her tag on my blog n read her blog about me.

Her blog even contain my photo.. I cant believe within a short period of time i could have

given someone so much hope... Oh god! Please... I am not the perfect for anyone...

I do realise all my wrongs that i have done... Oh god... Please lead me to the correct path in life...

Why do i keep giving people false hope..?? Why did i broke the heart of sumone who i really love...

Oh god! PLease forgive me of my mistakes! What should i do now? How could i really turn back

things to normal... I can't turn back time... There is no use crying over spilled milk... so what is

the use of me crying now... There is nothing that i can do now... Oh god! Forgive me!

Raya is coming... pple are happy..

but why am i not?

Right now I am going to change my life...

And also someone else...

Her name is Rima Rine Bte Othman..

Yes... her father name is Same as

Siti Sulaima bte Othman...

But Rima father's had pass away...

She now lives with her mum n grandma...

Tmr going to her house to help her grandma out

to do some chores...

Morning... i went to sch for project meeting... at 11

but arrive at 1141.. haha! meeting terminated at 1220...

well i already have a task to do for the presidential election

for the sc new president... then after the meeting lepak till at 2

with sc members like awis... talk cock sing song... watch dance video

play psp.... haha... then naqiah, suhui, fazli, steve going to watch movie

at plaza sing... so me n awis follow also... cos i promise him to pay $4 of

his movie ticket just for him to follow.. haha!

i was happy till Ima msged me..

Well if i was shock n dissapointed..

Wat else about Ima... haix..

Well contd to watch movie... After the movie i went

to CHILL OUT AND TRY TO PUT BACK MYSELF TOGETHER...

WELL I CERTAINLY HOPE I DID...

but i can still feel the little % of me being lost...

haix... well finally home at 3.34am.

and now ending my blog at 3.59am. 12.10.07.

ShaIma - 10.08.07 - 11.10.07

I'm sorry to people who i have hurt!

3:36:00 AM

Thursday, October 04, 2007

1:53:00 PM